About as good as it gets with me

“If Everyone Cared”
by: Nickelback

From underneath the trees, we watch the sky
Confusing stars for satellites
I never dreamed that you’d be mine
But here we are, we’re here tonight

Singing Amen, I, I’m alive
Singing Amen, I, I’m alive

[Chorus:]
If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we’d see the day when nobody died

And I’m singing

Amen I, Amen I, I’m alive
Amen I, Amen I, Amen I, I’m alive

And in the air the fireflies
Our only light in paradise
We’ll show the world they were wrong
And teach them all to sing along

Singing Amen, I, I’m alive
Singing Amen, I, I’m alive
(I’m alive)

[Chorus x2]

And as we lie beneath the stars
We realize how small we are
If they could love like you and me
Imagine what the world could be

If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we’d see the day when nobody died

[Chorus]

We’d see the day, we’d see the day
When nobody died
We’d see the day, we’d see the day
When nobody died
We’d see the day when nobody died.

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Throw off your old nature and your former way of life, which is rotten through and through, full of lust and deception. Instead, there must be a spiritual renewal of your thoughts and attitudes.  – Ephesians 4:22-23 NLT

Its 1, 2, 3 Strikes You’re Out!

Well that seems to be my luck with girls anymore… Oh well. At least I got this last one to the warning track. (And for those of you that dont get the analogy, or dont understand baseball, that’s ALMOST a homerun) Im sure eventually I’ll find the right “pitch” and take it yard.

Speaking of Baseball- My roomates and I (and about 8 to 12 other people) are forming a Softball team for the Boise State Intermural Tournement in April. It looks as though I’ll be 2nd Baseman and Batting 6th (of 12). Its 1:30ish in the morning and Im excited for something that doesnt even get underway till march.

You can close that door- but I cant drive away

So Ive felt pretty low for most of the day, for one reason or another, but thanks to BSU’s Butt-whipping of U of I tonight, Talking to Mallory at the game, going to see “Stomp The Yard” with a friend, and driving to the sounds of MELEE, it really brought me out of my slumpy feeling.

There’s one thing I realized as I was driving home from the movie on the freeway was that I was missing something from before my breakup with Chas that Ive really lived without for the past year. That off tilt mentality of “I can make anything work or be damned trying”. In a snap shot image of me during my freshman fall compared to now- Id take who I am now any day of the week, except I want that mentality from back then.

I’d also like to thank My Blue Thunder Family members and Roomates for being there for me, I appriciate it more than any of them may know.

TGIF

I feel like such a dick today… and sadly I dont care to much. Thank God It’s Friday.

Gora my Attitude.. just a little bit.

Gora-> Basque: “Up With.”

See I did learn something from that celebration parade/ralley outside the capitol builiding.

So anyway- I applied for the job over at the Owyhee Plaza Hotel as a Desk Agent. I was originally thinking this is going to suck with 17 credits and Pep-band stuff, not to mention me fraturnity, but after thinking about the money I could make for the work I could be doing (and what it might mean) Im perfectly ok with the risk that Im adding. Should be fun. There are still things that I think Dane and I need to talk about, but maybe the good word wasnt so bad after all.

Damn It!!!!!!….!

Ok, so I know my last few posts have been in bitching mode and of a complaining nature, but right now its what I need to do.

So- My roomate, D, I love the guy to death, but damn it man- did you ask me if I wanted this job before you gave me a huge recomendation to management? and Do you always have to try to upstage me in front of MY friends? Just What the Fuck Man? I dont know if im even going to apply for the job, but now I feel obligated and Im not looking forward to  having you in the Blue Thunder next year if you’re going to continue to make me look dumb in front of MY friends, My Band.

But alas you’re not the only one thats pissin me off.

D-Bo, love ya man, just today really pissed me off. You’re makin me feel like Im being used just to get a meal or two. Yeah, we’re like bro’s and we help eachother out- but when it starts to sound like begging, its TOO MUCH.

I feel bad that Ive been venting so much lately, but alas its a part of life. For anyone that read this far, thanks for sticking with me.

Sad day in my Pre-Calc. Class

So my reasons for going to my math class just dropped.
I guess I’ll have to find another reason to go to class everyday, beyond passing the class. Maybe I’ll have to pass the class to prove them wrong.

“The Tick Tock of the Clock it Painful,

All sane and logical- I want to tear it off the wall.”
-Third Eye Blind

I dont remember when it happend, but lately Ive been sitting in my classes and it feels like the clock on the wall moves so.. damn.. slow. There are times I wish time would go that slow, but mostly I dont.

My Econ class is killing me I know everything she’s talking about, Ive actually taught her a few tricks my High School Econ teacher taught me and she’s used those methods in class. (+1 Bonus Point!)

Most of my other classes are going alright and Ive yet to suffer from “The Skips”, Which basically is the mindset that missing class is ok. Three of my classes actually seem to have relavance to one another and that makes things more interesting I suppose, but still- when you hit that dry spell, the clock moves SO DAMN SLOW!