A sea of grey was all I saw

From about 11am to noon today at work. The I.H.V. convention let out about eleven today I had probably about 40+ checkouts in that time frame. It was like they let open the gates and they just kept coming. It was insane.
And after they all had checked out, philosophers started arriving slowly but surely until we had just as many Philosophers when I left as we had Hospital Volunteers when I arrived.
And the best thing is- I get to go in and do it all over again from noon to 8pm tomorrow, Which in some ways is better when you consider I was supposed to work 5pm to 11pm- However Im now working more hours. Meh- its Money and at this point, I’m ok with that I suppose.

Fall For Me

I know I know

I know Im hard to understand somedays, but Im not hiding anything either.

From the Vault: -Rain-

-Rain-
It rained the night I saw you dressed up in your homecoming dress…
It rained the night I found out about the feelings and the kiss…
It rained the night we ended what we both thought was so great…
It rained the night I told you about the ring you never saw…
It rained each night to wash away the tears I couldnt keep inside.

originally posted: March 22nd, 2006 (MG)

Rain is funny like that isn’t it?

Can we help you?

So today I went and worked out at the Y and got a text from Tony saying if I met up with him and his grandmother at the church she’d take us out to lunch. She drove us to KFC and after we ate she had to go to a meeting so she dropped Tony and I off in the middle of downtown Caldwell and we invaded King’s for the first time in about three years. That place has definitely gone down hill, but its still around so they most be doing something right.

After we met back up with his grand-ma-ma, we started calling people to find stuff to do. So I called PJ in Moscow to see how she was doing and to called our friend Kimm. Well, I wasnt really listening to their conversation, but the one thing i did happen to catch was “whatcha up too, oh you’re helping your sister move? Do you need help?”. I just about had to smack that kid, but he’s my Bro and she’s a friend so.. what can you do?

After moving things out of the apartment and down three fights of stairs, we went and hit Jack in the Box, somewhere Tony’s been dying to eat since they dont have any in Oklahoma.
We couldnt really think of anything to do afterwards so we ended up playing Uno Stacko at his grandmothers place with his cousins. I never really realized how addicting that game can be. After his cousins left, Tony and I set it up and got it up to 27 levels high! We’re lame, but alteast we had fun.

Thats basically been the jist of my day. Ive got a lot of stuff on my mind, but Im sure eventually things will get resolved or forgotten- kinda how life works.

The truth will let you go

I now know why Ive gone mad and vented some anger on here.. I know what its like, Ive been there, It doesn’t feel good some days, but you have to let her if you love her.

How can it be

That so many can be overshadowed by one? So many that can make me warm inside are surpassed by the one that absolutely makes me burn anger inside. She shouldn’t matter to me at all, but yet it appears she does. WHY!?

I Am The Big Man

Even if I lose some more weight I will always be a big man. Im cool with being “bigger than the average bear” so to speak, and I realized that no matter what I do my ass will never fully comfortably fit in some Lecture hall chairs and that I am a plastic lawn chairs worst enemy. The emergency exit rows on Airplanes were meant for guys like me, more leg room for us tall people!

Im not afraid of who I am- Im a Big Man, and Proud of it. And I’ll hazard a guess that I can keep up with most “normal” sized people.