In Between

Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what Im about to say
But being genuine was harder than it seemed
And somehow I got caught up in between

Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what Im about to say
But trying to be someone else was harder than it seemed
And somehow I got caught up in between

Between my pride and my promise
Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way
The things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing worse than one is none.

-In Between, Linkin Park

When in doubt…

Turn to music. (opens up iTunes)

Lets see if anyone can understand

You gotta think like me to understand what’s gonna happen.

Think, 1987 Santa Clara Vanguard’s musical opener-
Caldwell High’s 2001 opening moves of the closer-
Ending like the 2003 Phantom Regiment…

Yeah… That’s Caldwell’s 2009 Closer.

Now for those that don’t quite get it-

A Drill Designers Dream

There are two questions I ask myself when I start writing a show-
1. What haven’t I seen before?
2. How do I make it come to life?

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Insomniatic Clarity

You’ll never know exactly how I feel
Because when kept inside you can’t say it’s real
Keeping it from you so you’ll never know
Holding my heart back from where it wants to go

You changed my life and didn’t even know it
A change in me that I wont soon forget
Maybe I’ll be able to tell you one day
But that’s a bit of gratitude I’ve yet to repay

There I was free falling through the air
with a parachute I couldn’t repair
You found me as I fell from the sky
You gave me wings and taught me to fly

You’ll never know what one smile can do
Like pick someone up when they’re feeling blue
For me- that’s exactly what you do
Just by you being you.

Lyrics of Truth

I’ve got another confession,
I fell to temptation,
And there is no question,
There was some connection.

I’ve gotta follow my heart
No matter how far
I’ve gotta roll the dice
Never look back and never think twice.

-To Be Loved, Papa Roach

This moment in time

It’s a strange situation time in my life right now. Im falling back into some of my old habits that I need to again overcome, and there are a few other things In which only time can resolve. I just hope that time doesn’t dissolve them instead.

I wish I was a patient person that could let things run their course… but that’s just not me. I gotta know, I gotta push the envelope, I gotta see how fast I can go, and how far I can go before I’ve gone too far. That’s just me. Sometimes I hate me.