Its not quite the same old song and dance…

nor is it love in the elevator…

Wont you please Take me home?

Wait- I am home.
Where the grass IS green.
And the My Girls ARE pretty.

You know you’re truly a child of music when one guitar lick can bring you back out of a slump… and Ive got some Amazing friends that dont even know they’re lifting me up when Im falling- Talk about being blessed.

Why do I do this?

I would be lying if I said I didn’t have at least a good time today, but I’m almost hesitant to let myself because of what It’ll do to me. I gotta stay true to what I said and believe, but none the less, today was fun. It seemed like there were so many things I wanted to say, and there are some things she’ll never know. But maybe its better that way for now.

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“Take the time to think about it
Just walk the line
you know you just cant fight it
Take a look around
you see what you cant find
Light the fire thats burning up inside me.
Now there’s a magic running through your soul
but you cant have it all… “

-Def Leppard, Two Steps Behind

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*I swear this must have been my MOST edited post ever!